Goodnight My Angel: Video Tribute to Jaden

December 8, 2012

We decided that  a D&C is the best choice for us.  They get me in Monday. Since I have an end date, I decided that it was time to reflect, grieve, and say goodbye.  This video is 7 minutes.  It's happy and sad.

You will get to see my husband's reaction at 4:00 am when I got my first pregnancy test ever :)

I decided to name the baby Jaden (which means God has heard).  It works for a boy or girl, and I will know who to look for in heaven.  Jaden Benson. 

Thanks again for all the prayers and support.  The anger stage is passing and I'm praying for hope for frozen siblings.

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  1. Amazing video, put me to tears. I am so sorry you have to feel this pain.

  2. Holly...that was the sweetest video. I was in tears!! I'm so incredibly sorry for what you are going through, it's not fair at all! You have been in my thoughts and prayers so frequently. I know that you will be a mom in the very near future, God has amazing plans for you. We will never understand why things happen, but it's all for a greater cause! I came to your blog a couple times last week, please forgive me for not commenting on your last post...I was at work and kept getting pulled away from trying to comment (how dare my job put me to work ;) ). I look forward to hearing from you soon and prayers are going up today for a swift healing! xoxo


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